Hey everyone. I have been on the longest hardest road of my life for the past 26 yrs! (I am 26 lol). For sooo long I could not figure out what was wrong with me. I didnt start to pay that close to these symptoms until recently. I started to think I was just a lazy, unorganized failure. My anxiety out of control, I am in school for nursing and it has taken me way longer than it should. I am so relieved but also scared. Now that I have this diagnosis, I hope something will help me. I havent started and medication, I am meeting with my doctor next week to discuss it. I want a normal life, I want normal feelings, I dont want to feel trapped anymore. I want to be organized and on top of things. I am smart, I just dont feel like it anymore. Any advice or feedback would be great, I have been up since about 5 this a.m. unable to think about anything else.